What did I do to deserve all this? I'm a good person, I promise. And yet, I receive so many hateful events in my life that direct towards me. Selfishness, anger, immaturity... Is it just the people that I hang out with? My ex-boyfriend despises me over one action towards him, when all he's ever done to me was make me constantly cry over the past year. My best friend, who I wouldn't even call a best friend anymore, treats me as less of a person than anyone she knows. People who I have befriended over the months seemed like amazing people at first, but as time grew and I began to know them more, I started to see their ugly side and I they started to see mine. Annoyance and cruelty was just what became of us in the end. This isn't karma, and I have done absolutely nothing bad to receive this type of life. It seems when I have a steady life for a few months, it crashes and I feel like the world is dragging me down to hell.
Is this what happens in high school? Is the drama really this severe, or am I facing these problems out of pure entertainment from the Devil himself?
Saturday, May 1, 2010
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ReplyDeleteSecondly, I wanted to inform you that unfortunately, high school is hell on earth, well maybe its purgatory. People are so insecure and walking around comparing themselves to others and when they find another person's weak spot, that's it! Your ass is theirs. If I may, I will recommend making more of a connection with who you are and what you won't tolerate from others. Its unfortunate but its a very two-faced environment.
Hang in there lil darlin' it'll all work out....eventually. You need to pay the price so that when you get to university you can ditch their sorry asses to start an entirely different beginning!! I promise.
Thanks for reading my blog xxNadia