What did I do to deserve all this? I'm a good person, I promise. And yet, I receive so many hateful events in my life that direct towards me. Selfishness, anger, immaturity... Is it just the people that I hang out with? My ex-boyfriend despises me over one action towards him, when all he's ever done to me was make me constantly cry over the past year. My best friend, who I wouldn't even call a best friend anymore, treats me as less of a person than anyone she knows. People who I have befriended over the months seemed like amazing people at first, but as time grew and I began to know them more, I started to see their ugly side and I they started to see mine. Annoyance and cruelty was just what became of us in the end. This isn't karma, and I have done absolutely nothing bad to receive this type of life. It seems when I have a steady life for a few months, it crashes and I feel like the world is dragging me down to hell.
Is this what happens in high school? Is the drama really this severe, or am I facing these problems out of pure entertainment from the Devil himself?
